Confessions of an “I”

Hi.  My name is Guy — and I’m an introvert.

No, I’m not a recovering introvert, just one that needs to remind myself — and others — from time-to-time that God has made me this way.

I enjoy my cave time.  A LOT.

Summers on campus often feel like a blissful hibernation of sorts.  Sure, there are the occasional meetings, interactions with other members of my staff, etc.; but for the most part there’s a lot of quiet space.

I like quiet space.

Sometimes I wonder, however, if being an “I” makes me less effective as a minister on campus.

Are there any other introverts out there that sometimes wonder this same thing?

I’m not only an introvert, but I’m a little on the shy side as well.  I know this is how God has created me, and I continue to believe that walking alongside college students is what He has called me to do, but I sometimes find myself wondering why He didn’t give me one of those outgoing personality-types that loves to be up in front of crowds and constantly out there mixing it up with new people.  It seems like it would make my job a whole lot easier.

We’re a week into our new student summer orientation on campus.  For the next few weeks the campus will be flooded with new students (and many of their parents)  for a day and a half of information-overload.

The sleeping bear has been awakened from its hibernation — and asked to push beyond his “I.”

I know summer orientation, and my involvement in it, is a good thing, a necessary thing.

I believe that challenging these students, before they are even really on campus, to put Jesus first is SO critical.

I know helping new students better understand how BU, as a Christian community, can greatly benefit and bless them over the course of their time here is a message they need to hear.

I believe that the face-to-face time that happens during these day and a half long visits can payoff in some good and important ways in the fall.

I know that creating some opportunities for parents and students to begin conversing about how the student will have to take ownership of their faith, faith development and intentional pursuit of Christ is vital.

Still, this bear longs for more rest and quiet space.

Can you relate?

What are some of the things you feel you have to “overcome” in order to do what God has called you to?

Do you ever wonder why God created you the way He has — given your specific calling?

If there was one thing you could change about yourself, what would it be?

Feel free to share some of your story below.

Grace and peace.

4 thoughts on “Confessions of an “I”

  1. This post goes great with the Cafeteria post….true and terrifying all at once. After many years of campus ministry, I still have not found a natural way to initiate conversations in the Caf!

  2. Hey Tracy! A friend of mine once shared how, in situations that require him to be a bit more of an extrovert, he'll actually imagine how his more extroverted wife would act and engage with others in the same situation — and then attempt to mimic it. He's said that it actually works quite well for him… pretty clever I thought!

  3. “…but I sometimes find myself wondering why He didn’t give me one of those
    outgoing personality-types that loves to be up in front of crowds and
    constantly out there mixing it up with new people. It seems like it
    would make my job a whole lot easier.”

    I am an introvert, too, and now a pastor. I’ve sometimes wondered why God created me this way instead of as one of those outgoing personality-types who loves spotlights and meeting new people. Then again, I also remember going to college (and many other places) and encountering those personality types. They were fun, but didn’t feel as safe to my sometimes-anxious soul. It is often the presence of those quieter folks, the ones who would engage in conversation without flitting off to the next new person, which has most helped me discover a place where I can fit. Those memories remind my introverted self that God has created me this way for a purpose, and does not simply use me in spite of such traits.

    On behalf of the students and others you serve — thank you.

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